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My names Ollie, I'm 18. Live in Berkshire, England.
Days without cutting~ 10
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In a long distance relationship and couldn't be happier.
Lauren <3.
She is my world. Not only have I always wanted her, but I need her. She is so beautiful in every shape way and form, and I'm the luckiest guy alive to be able to call her my own. She makes me happier than anyone else ever can or will; and can bring out my smiles when I least want too. I have never 'truly' smiled for anyone but her. I never thought it possible to fall for someone so much, but yet here i stand professing my love over her, falling more for her every second. She honestly is the best, no, most perfect thing to have ever happened in my life and I intend to keep it that way. She's made so many changes, and differences to my life, that I couldn't even begin to imagine living without her. She truly is my little piece of heaven on earth. And I'd die if she left my side... Lauren I love you. <3.
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I don't promote self harm in any way, shape or form. It helps me feel in control, in helpless times. I don't think my blog is morbid enough to inspire triggering, however these are my thoughts, feelings and emotions, which is a complex thing so bare that in mind.
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You will know my soul by the faces I wear, and my trials from the scars which line them.
You will know my heart by the tears which are there, and my dreams from the masks which hide them.